I lost my muse

I wondered where my muse went. My mind wanders and starts one thought after another but I cannot seem to string them to one cohesive thought worthy of an blog entry.
I passed by a cemetery today as I do on a daily basis when I go to work. Each tombstone is unique and juts out like a plant in a concrete garden, a garden where seeds of dead bodies are planted and a tombstone grows, and is watered by the tears of a loved one. I would like to stop by one time and take picture of the scene preferably during sunset and just look at the picture.
I have this desire to buy a car this summer and make it my gift to myself. An Audi A3like this  would be my choice. It will probably the most impractical buy of my life, but you only live life once. I thought I should do it now before a tree falls on me and kills me. Oh that would be sad and painful for me.
And then another thought started about couponing. A classmate came and visited NY. A trip to the outlets was mentioned and I suggested about signing up to their website to get coupons and I was politely reminded that "so and so does not do coupons." I was slightly embarrassed and was brought back to first day in college where I was awkward searching for a group to fit in. Hmm.