Want the best, do the best

I was peeling carrots today to make baby food. Then I thought, "These are not organic carrots. But organic carrots are expensive. But non organic carrots can be toxic. But how sure can you be that these are toxic? I can't."
I put down the knife, as I looked at the baby monitor. The lights are blinking. That means he is crying. I stopped what I was doing and carried the monitor at the foot of the stairs. I could hear him cry. I felt somewhat defeated as I sat down in front of the computer. I want what is best for my baby but sometimes the best cost a lot of money.The choices I make now directly impacts the life of this child that God has given me and that thought is very scary and overwhelming.
I remember what Michael has said: "We will do our best for him." And that is what I hope I have the strength to do. I pray to God, in my long conversations with Him, that he'll give me strength to do the best for my child.